what do my friends associate with me?

8 Jun 2021

I'm a fangirl by nature, My life is basically defined by whatever thing I'm currently obsessed with and I feel like I make this very known online so I thought it would be a fun idea to ask on Instagram what sorts of songs, tv shows and movies people associate with me. I had a lot of really fun results so I figured I should summarise everything here and see how close I think they are to the truth. These come from people who have known me for varying amounts of time both in-person and online so it was super interesting to see how different people from different circles had different responses.

book recommendations based on the eurovision 2021 top five

24 May 2021

Oh hey! I've been a little MIA lately and that's entirely due to my life once again being consumed by the Eurovision Song Contest! I've been watching Eurovision since 2006 but I started following it properly in 2016 after falling in love with Il Volo in 2015 and realised just how good Eurovision is and how much good music comes out of it every year. I did a post a few months ago all about some of the songs from the contest, that I think you should check out. This year's Eurovision was such an incredible event and there was such a good showcase of music represented. The 2021 contest was won by Italian rock band MÃ¥neskin with their song Zitti e Buoni and ever since I laid eyes on them for the first time at Sanremo they reminded me of Daisy Jones and The Six and so that inspired me to make this list! I've also included the YouTube clips of all the songs if you're interested in checking them out as well (I highly recommend it).

things i'm loving lately

11 May 2021

I did a favourites post not that long ago (back in March to be precise) but I tend to get very into things very quickly so I could talk about some new favourites every single week if I wanted to so I thought I'd whip up another one as an excuse for me to spread the love for some of the things I'm loving right now and also to use these pictures which I'm obsessed with and have been sitting in my drafts for too long now! Normally there's some sort of order to these and I split them into categories but this month's is just going to be a bit of a brain dump of rambly thoughts about my favourite things so I hope you're okay with that - It'll be fun I promise!

Books I Read in April 2021

1 May 2021

Well, I had a bit of a rough start to April! In fact, I didn't finish a single book until the tenth! I so wanted to be writing this post and tell you all that I read ten books and I loved them all but that just really wasn't the case this month. I think it's so important to not only share our wins, but also when things don't quite go according to plan too! One good thing that happened this month though, is a new coffee shop opened up right at the end of my street so that has significantly improved my life as documented in these images! I actually only ended up reading five books this month due to many different factors but I still thought I'd share a little overview with you, especially since there are a few arcs here that released this month!
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Long Way Down

Jason Reynolds


After Will's brother is shot he is out to get revenge. As he steps into the elevator, gun in hand, fifteen-year-old Will is determined that he's going to kill the guy who killed his brother because that's the rule, that's just what he has to do. But as the lift descends different people from Will's past enter and he starts to question that maybe the rules are wrong.

This is a poignant story told in verse that takes place over the course of sixty seconds this was a little different for me. I've actually grown to really love stories told in verse because I think they have such a special way of getting a story across without using too many words. This is especially great when it's a story like this one told in such a short period of time. Poetry just seems like the right medium for that.

The Betrayals

Bridget Collins


At the Montverre Academy, students are trained in the ancient arcane practice of the grand jeu. Leo Martin was a master of the Grand Jeu during his time at Montverre but has fallen out of love with it. After his political career lies in ruins, Leo returns to Montverre where he meets the new Magister Ludi, Claire Dryden, the first woman ever to have held the role and feels a strange connection with her and it may have something to do with his ill-fated relationship with schoolmate Aime Carfax de Courcy.

Every part of my personality should scream dark academia, House of Anubis was my favourite show when I was younger and I was obsessed with uncovering secrets about my school - I even dreamt about a secret staircase in my primary school multiple times. But for some reason, Dark Academia novels and I don't really click. There were elements of this that I really liked, my favourite part was definitely the flashback scenes between Leo and Aime, but it took me an entire month to get through the audiobook and I think I just really didn't vibe with the narration (the decision to make a character called Leo Martin sound like he was from the north of England is just a decision I can't get behind). I think this is one of those books that maybe I would have enjoyed more had I read it myself.
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The Summer Job

Lizzy Dent

I received an advanced copy of this book from NetGalley and the publisher

Having nowhere to live this summer, Birdy Finch ends up taking a job at a hotel in Scotland in place of her friend Heather who has just run off to Italy. However, this is not the simple hospitality job that she first thought. Heather is a trained sommelier and this restaurant is a lot fancier than Birdy bargained for and suddenly the future of the hotel is in her hands. There's also James, the handsome chef who she finds herself falling for but he thinks that she's Heather. Can she keep up the charade and protect herself and Heather's reputation for the whole summer?

I've had this book on my NetGalley shelf for months and put off reading it until closer to the summer and then suddenly we were coming up on publication day and I was in a mahoosive reading slump. I did struggle to get through this book a bit, but that was definitely a reflection on where I was at during that time rather than the book itself. I found a lot of the characters blended together a little at the beginning and it took me a while to really get into but I actually ended up really enjoying it and the conclusion actually took me by surprise which was a nice change. Generally, just a lovely read which had I been in a better reading mood at the time might have had a bigger impact on me.

Milk and Honey

Rupi Kaur


In this critically acclaimed poetry collection, Rupi Kaur writes about survival and each of the four chapters focuses on different experiences in the author's life talking about abuse, relationships, heartbreak and self-love showing that even in the bitterest of moments you can still find sweetness

Everyone has heard of this book right, and I'll be honest here I never had any intention of ever picking it up but I was just scrolling through Libby trying to find something quick to read and noticed it so I just figured, it's now or never. Spoiler alert - I absolutely adored this. I mentioned with Long Way Down that sometimes poetry just feels like the right medium to tell your story in and this is one of those times. This is a short but poignant read and I found myself highlighting so many sections. I just love how open and honest Rupi Kaur was with this narrative and it's definitely something I can see myself coming back to. I know this is a bit of a cliche book at this point but I do genuinely think it's worth the read and this is coming from someone who had no real interest in it prior to picking it up.

The Road Trip

Beth O'Leary

I received an advanced copy of this book from NetGalley and the publisher

Addie and Dylan met while on a holiday in France and entered a relationship, cut to three years later and they've broken up but somehow now find themselves sharing a car on their way to a friend's wedding along with Addie's sister Deb, Dylan's best friend Marcus, and the elusive Rodney who nobody really knows. This book follows the eventful car journey shared by these five passengers as well as flashback scenes detailing Addie and Dylan's relationship from how it began to how it ended.

After loving both The Flatshare and The Switch last year I was very excited to get stuck into Beth O'Leary's latest offering. This one definitely had a bit of a different feel than the other two and while the romance was the main element it focused a lot more on much heavier themes throughout and generally felt much less like a rom-com. Just like Beth O'Leary's previous books though, I devoured this in one sitting, there's just something about her writing that just makes you unable to put it down! I also really enjoyed that the characters in this book were around my age which is something I don't actually find a lot of in books (if you know of any early twenties romances let me know) but I don't really feel like I related to any of these characters, they all seemed a bit too stylised. I definitely enjoyed my time reading this one.
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So yes all in all not my greatest reading month but also not a COMPLETE disaster! I definitely think I've gotten my reading mojo back and I'm excited about all the books that May has to offer me! How was your reading this month? I hope it was better than mine anyway! Have you read any of these books? Let me know down below!

my life in songs

20 Apr 2021

I was scrolling through TikTok the other day, and I came across a trend where you share your top songs on Spotify through the years along with some pictures of yourself at the time and I thought it looked so fun so I stole it and now I'm writing a blog post about it. I tend to go through phases with my music where I'll listen to one thing for a month and then completely switch genres so it's hard to really say exactly what my taste was for each year but I thought I'd just share my top three songs from each year, a little bit about what they mean to me and also what I was up to that year for a bit of context!
This time last year you could not have caught me with an audiobook but fast forward to now and I've read 25 books in audio format now and it's become one of my favourite ways to consume literature. I usually listen to all of my audiobooks on Libby through my local library but I've also recently taken out an audible subscription so I'm always on the lookout for new things to spend my credits on. While I'm a big fan of audiobooks I really find that sometimes the narration can make or break the book for me so here are just a few suggestions of some of the books that I've found really really great in audio format.

The Diviners

Libba Bray


It's 1926 and after a situation in her hometown seventeen-year-old Evie O'Neill is sent to live with her eccentric uncle Will in New York. Will is an expert in all things occult and even runs a museum dedicated to it so whenever murders start to happen around the city and they appear to have an occult link Will is called to help the police investigate Evie and her friends are then thrown into a whole different adventure than the one with speakeasies and follies that she'd originally intended. Evie also happens to be a diviner - someone with special powers and New York is not the safest place to be a diviner.

It wouldn't be right of me to kick off this list with anything other than The Diviners series by Libba Bray. January La Voy does such a marvellous job with narrating this series that it hardly even feels like only one person is doing the narration at times. She actually sings the bits that were meant to be sung which is so rare in audiobooks and the spooky bits are even spookier when they're being whispered in your ear. Trust me when I say you will fall in love with these characters and this story it truly is my fave ever and it's so enhanced by how wonderful the audiobooks are!

Daisy Jones and The Six

Taylor Jenkins Reid


Daisy Jones and the Six were the biggest band of the seventies, they were selling out arenas, performing on television and their songs were played on every radio station. Until one fateful night in 1979 they split up right in the middle of their biggest tour to date and until now, nobody has ever known why. In this tell-all interview, we hear all about Daisy Jones and The Six's rise and fall from fame.

This book is a true masterpiece in audio format. It has a full cast recording so it feels like you're listening to a podcast rather than a book. There are quotes from this book that live rent-free in my head and it's been almost a year now since I read it. The characters feel so real that you will truly leave this book thinking that Daisy Jones and The Six are a real band! Originally I didn't think that this sounded like the dort of thing I'd be into but this truly blew me away and definitely formed the foundation for my love of audiobooks.

The House In The Cerulean Sea

TJ Klune


Linus Baker is a care worker at the Department in Charge of Magical Youth and has been set a secret mission to check out the mysterious Marsyas Island orphanage and its equally mysterious master, Arthur Parnassus. To his surprise, he finds that the six children at this orphanage are unlike any that he has encountered before. There's a gnome, a sprite, a wyvern, a were-pomeranian, an unidentifiable blob and the antichrist.

This book is just complete and utter JOY from start to finish. These characters are such a joy and you will truly feel transported to The House in The Cerulean Sea and you won't want to leave. I truly could not recommend this book more and as I listened to the audiobook when I read it I definitely recommend listening to it!

Simon Vs The Homosapiens Agenda

Becky Albertalli


Simon Spier is just your regular seventeen-year-old teenager. He's got great friends, a great family but he has one huge secret. Nobody knows that he's gay. Simon starts up an anonymous online relationship with fellow closeted student 'Blue' but when his messages fall into the hands of the wrong person Simon, finds himself being blackmailed to avoid his secret from coming out and especially to protect Blue.

This is one of my favourite books of all time and if you've not had a chance to read it yet I highly suggest you do. It truly is just the softest read ever and after I first read this back in 2018, I immediately listened to the audiobook afterwards because I needed to live in this world a little longer and therefore I can totally recommend it! Even if you think you're too old for YA contemporaries you should still totally read this because it will just give you such a serotonin boost I promise!

The Switch

Beth O'Leary


After a disastrous pitch, an overworked Leena Cotton is forced to take two months off from work which leads to her moving into her grandmother's house in a little Yorkshire hamlet while her newly single grandmother Eileen moves into Leena's flat in London and tackles the online London dating scene.

While I read a physical copy of Beth O'Leary's debut novel, The Flatshare, I opted for the audiobook for The Switch. It's narrated by the iconic Alison Steadman and Normal People's Daisy Edgar Jones. I love audiobooks that have different perspectives narrated by different actors because I just feel like it adds so much to the story and you can really get the voice of the characters. I've heard great things about The Flatshare audiobook too so if you haven't gotten around to picking it up yet either I definitely recommend checking it out!

Naturally Tan

Tan France


This was actually the first audiobook I read at the height of my Queer Eye obsession but really this is just synonymous with memoirs and autobiographies. I truly believe the best way to hear someone's story is from them and the audiobook generally just sounds like a long interview and so if you're a fan of the person it's just a delight to listen to. So I definitely recommend checking if one of your favourite celebrities has a self-narrated memoir or autobiography that you could check out! Also, they also come with bonus content that you don't get in the physical book. This one has a bonus section with Antoni Porowski (also from Queer Eye) just popping in to say hi!


So those are just a few of my audiobook recommendations - are you a regular audiobook listener? If so, make sure to tell me some of your recommendations in the comment section too! Like I said, I'm always on the lookout for new ways to spend my audible credits!